One of my girlfriends and I are always saying "we don't know what we're meant to be doing, but we know we're not where we are supposed to be" (aside from our children and family of course). Never able to pin point our exact passion and direction.
A month or so ago I just stopped working on my blog, my facebook page and very limited time on Instagram (never leaving Pinterest though!). It wasn't intentional but rather a break that I didn't know I needed until it happened.
I was always looking for something to distract me so I didn't have to think about healing and moving forward, just in case I hadn't actually made any progress at all. Well how wrong was my thinking!
In fact I've amazed myself in how far I've actually come. People who suffer from depression will know when I say, the fog has nearly lifted and I can see clearly for the first time in well over two years. Not a "yeah I think I'm doing OK" but a "wow I feel fabulous" kind of way. And I'm excited!
I'm excited for me, for my son and husband for my family and friends. I finally feel I can contribute rather than sit in the wings and watch it all go by and not feel a thing.
Which leads me to FINALLY being able to answer that all important question.........
I know exactly what I want to do and where I want to be. And it feels good, in a butterfly in the stomach way. Which is scarily exciting!
All will be revealed soon, I'm busting to shout it from the roof tops let me tell you! It has a new name, a new facebook page and a new website. I'll be changing my name on Instagram and Pinterest but I'll let you know when LAUNCH date is. I tossed around what to do with Uber Simplicity, end decision is that it will be staying. It will just have one more category to add, as what I'm doing has NOTHING to do with what I blog about! Food, cooking, party styling and home wares are still a big passion of mine but the new direction ventures back to my very first job out of high school!
Do I have you intrigued yet? I hope so!
Sometimes allowing yourself to do nothing reveals exactly what your are supposed to be doing.
Are you living your passion and dream?